Friday, November 20, 2009


I went to a concert recently with Tertius and my girlfriend. Since he used to be a journalist, Tertius decided to write an article about it and send it in to a local magazine. Here it is, unedited, for your reading pleasure.

SHREDDING ALL CYNACISM WITH NARAKAM
By TJ Lazer and the ED 209 Unit.

The night is cold and merciless as a group of us gather outside the BeforeSunset Bar to see Narakam, a band that has been boldly advertised as “Chinese Thrash/Death Metal Legends”.
Albeit that watching Narakam perform live will be a wonderfully refreshing change to the meat grinder, bunny-hopping club music I’ve been forced to get accustomed to on a Saturday night out, my associate and I traverse the pay point with a small degree of cynicism.
We are, after all, foreigners and therefore highly accustomed to the intricacies that define Metal culture.
Thus far, I haven’t encountered anything that remotely constitutes as a Metal band in China and other interpretations of Western genres such has Hip-Hop, have been unfortunately rather dismal.
Inside the small, but cozy bar the atmosphere is almost surreal.
No-one in the crowd actually looks like your stereotypical metal fan. There are no dopey-looking kids with long hair, teenage moustaches and body piercings.
In fact, everybody looks like their college students straight out of an economics lecture.
Even opening band Wu Zheng’s appearance does not resemble a typical group of hell-bent, heavy-metal maniacs, but rather like the guys next door who have decided to form a band in their garage.
However, all of this is some sort of illusion.
The minute Wu Zheng opens up with an intense high-powered riff, the condescending sneer on my face is transformed into a gaping maw wrapped in awe and mild confusion.
This band (for the want a better phrase) kicks ass.
The lead singer’s lanky physique and aloof posture is deceiving – he belts out raw lyrics like a man possessed sending the so-called mild college students into a frenzy of banging heads.
The music itself is intense and fuelled with energy, not at all put on.
Soon a small mosh-pit has formed at the centre of the small stage and the game’s afoot.
By the time the next act, Ling Jie, is underway the mood is set. I would have expected some of these people to make for the door the minute the vocalist for Lin Jie shrieked over his groups overlapping and complex guitar scales, but the crowd is rooted and so am I. The music is heavy and there’s electricity in the air.
Finally, Narakam graces the stage and the energy permeating through the crowd is at a peak.
It’s obvious that Narakam are well-seasoned veterans in this genre of music. They look and act the part. In short, they are living the dream. The mosh-pit has turned into a fierce (yet friendly) battleground, enough to leave me with a damaged knee that I know will plague me for days to come.
But there is no stopping Narakam.
Every song is a shred-fest with vocalist Kui, Tan toying with the crowd like a puppeteer.
He gets them to mosh harder, to cheer harder, to drink more beer – all of this with a smile on his face as the band belts out heavy distortion riffs to the background of a pounding heavy double-bass drum kit, mastered languidly by the drummer.
This band has talent and they pull the show off with ease until the end.
As we exit the bar I find it hard to hear my own voice, or even that of my associate and the passing traffic. My knee is aching and my stomach churning with warm beer, but I’m in a beautiful world of pain.
The bands tonight have far surpassed any of my expectations and all skepticism and cynicism has come crashing down like a badly constructed sand castle in the face of a typhoon.
Band’s like this need more support instead of being marginalized in the face of commercialism, because they posses something that very few of their Pop counterparts have – actual talent and sincerity.
This is what goes a long way and it is good to see that the Metal flag has found a home in Xi’an.


Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Stupid Quarantines

Back in September, a couple of my friends were stuck in their colleges because the entire place got quarantined. They released a lot of the quarantined colleges around the beginning of October for the national holiday, but now the lockdowns are back. She was outside of her college when the quarantine started, but she had to decide between being stuck at the campus for a month (or more) or missing classes and failing exams.

We've got Skype, and we can call/message each other, but it's still annoying. I've gotta go from spending a lot of time with her, to being bored at home with little to do. I'm sure I can find something to keep me occupied, but it still sucks.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Well now. Look what we have here!

It's been months since the firewall blocked Blogger and a couple other sites I enjoy, but I finally got around to downloading a program to get around it. I've got lots to talk about, so here it goes. I'll try to keep it in chronological order.

Saffron is no longer my roommate. We had an argument shortly after I stopped updating, and rather than work it out, she moved to a different apartment and has been doing an mazing job of pretending I don't exist. I'm not going to go into any more detail than that. Living on my own is great, and it's lots of fun. So far the only downside is that I have to pay the utilities by myself. Oh well.

Dane will be leaving soon. We're having a goodbye party tonight. Since Saffrons contract also ends soon, they will be doing a bit of traveling through Russia. She has renewed her contract, though, so she'll be coming back in a month or so. I've also renewed my contract, so I'll be working for Kid Castle until next Summer.

Big news! I have a girlfriend now! We were introduced by a mutual friend at the Park Qin bar/hostel. She's studying architecture at a a (relatively) nearby university. We've only been together about a month, but things are going smoothly so far. You'd think this was something I could write about endlessly, but I'm actually at a loss for words. She's smart and fun, and we're happy.

Sad news. My grandfather died. I'm going to miss him very much. My biggest regret is that I didn't get to talk to him more. I've just gotten to the age where I want to learn about what his life was like. When you're little, you go to your grandparents house and are happy just to be with them. What they did in the past was none of your concern. But now, I want to know. And it's too late. Someone once told me that every time a person dies, a library is destroyed. That's how I feel now. Except it's not just a library. It's my grandfather. Next time I see my grandmother, I'm going to spend as much of that time as possible talking to her. Really talking to her.

More big news! I'm planning on staying in China to study Chinese at a University once my contract with Kid Castle is finished. I'll still come back to America for a little bit this Summer, but I'll be leaving for China again to start studying. After thinking about it, this seems like the best way to get my degree. I enjoy teaching English here, and I want my degree. Now I can get both. Maybe once I have my degree, I'll be able to be a Chinese teacher in the US, or work at a college teaching English here in China. Lots of possibilities.

That's about it for news. Aside from that things are still mostly the same. I've been working, hanging out with Tertius and my friends. I'm still going to the radio station, although there are occasionally schedule conflicts. I've been here a year now, and things are going great.
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